February 2011
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one of those nights where i’m suffering from low self esteem and a general feeling of being left out.
January 2011
20 posts
You
somethinggolden-:
It seems as if you always forget to invite me to things. I use the term forget loosely because I know it’s done intentionally. You know I can’t go so you don’t invite me. It sounds reasonable, but it’s always nice to be invited. It’s a hell of a lot better than feeling neglected all the time.
THIS x1000
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I feel productive, but I don’t feel good. I feel sick and bloated and tired and I just want to sleep. I hate feeling sick all the time because it makes school torture. My back and neck ache, I can’t concentrate and I can’t get anything done. I’ve been trying to take better care of my health for the new semester, but I’m not progressing. I should make some resolutions...
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“What is it? My dear?”
“Ah, how can we bear it?”
“Bear...”
– A.S. Byatt, Possession
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“For me? Oh god. My idea of the perfect life would be if we just stayed in bed...”
– Henry DeTamble The Time Traveler’s Wife
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It was many and many a year ago, In a kingdom by the sea, That a maiden there lived whom you may know By the name of ANNABEL LEE;— And this maiden she lived with no other thought Than to love and be loved by me. She was a child and I was a child, In this kingdom by the sea, But we loved with a love that was more than love— I and my Annabel Lee— With a...
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rage rage rage
Don’t you love when a certain someone makes sure to tell you that she made all of her friends shirts and is sure to mention this in front of you so she can be sure to make you feel like shit?
lol i love high school
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Me: (looking at Sierra's bookmarks on Chrome) Workouts? is that you secret stash of pr0n full of CP?
Sierra: No. My CP stash is in my Debate folder under CP's. DUH.
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Since winter break, I’ve been having a lot of dreams about water and the ocean. It seems like every night, I dream I’m swimming, or on an island or in a hurricane.
A tidal wave in a dream represents a significant issue in life that needs to be dealt with as soon as possible. If you have been repressing feelings or procrastinating in other matters, you need to open up and deal with...
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“Even in the grave all is not lost. Else there is not immortality for man....”
– Edgar Allan Poe The Pit and the Pendulum
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I just think it's sad because I considered you one...
10011-deactivated20110515 asked: I apologize for possibly overcapacitating your server with the likes and the reblogs. I'm just glad you exist in this world.
That is all.
That is all.
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hating our generation blog
I’m sooooo fucking sick of seeing everyone’s complaints about school being tomorrow. My favourite one?
“damn dude skoool toormow nd also we werent even suppose to hav skool toomrow also ugh i hate da budget cuts nd ect feel like i have like missing things i havnt done hahaha”
I’m so sick of how ungrateful everyone is. I’m almost ashamed of people my age. I...
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Health Benefits of Vitamin C
I’ve been up all night and for some reason I listened to an hour long show on the radio with some doctor talking about vitamin C. It was quite interesting. Maybe a new years resolution should be to get more vitamin C.
The current FDA Recommended Daily Allowance (RDA) for Vitamin C is 60 mg. This number is the lowest amount of mg needed to make sure you don’t get scurvy.
The...
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To be totally honest? I’m lonely. I’ve always been lonely. I don’t have very good relations with my parents or siblings and I don’t have many close friends. I try to wave it off and say “fuck it, i don’t even care” but I really do. I, like others, crave acceptance and attention. I want to be with people. We are, after all, social animals. “Something...
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I am responsible for my own happiness. I have the power to influence the outcome of my future. What happens this year will be the result of my doing. I realize that this next year will be the deciding factor in my future and my hard work is what will guide me through. I will stop wasting time. I need to get myself together.
I will no longer let others control my thoughts, actions, or emotions. I...