January 2011
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“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you...”
– Mark Twain. This will be my last post of the year. Stay safe everyone
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2011 Resolutions
convert brain into supercomputer.
break at a tournament w/ the new partner.
take SATs
pass SATs
apply to colleges
debate camp
get my shit together
recruit an heir for debate
beat kevin
stop getting sick so often
stop chewing pens
sit up straight
do homework every night
fuck judges, win rounds
fix sleeping pattern
get license
no fast food more than once a month.
stop eating.
that...
December 2010
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So far every doctor that I’ve seen says that I am the way I am because of how my parents treated me growing up. I’m always screamed at and punished for not doing something, and never in my life have I been praised for doing it. If I go out of my way to do something to help my parents out such as clean all of the downstairs rooms, my mom will just snap “you should do it anyways...
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I dreamed I was dying as I so often do, and when I awoke I was sure it was true. I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky and said whoever is up there, please don’t let me die. I can’t live forever. I can’t always be. One day I’ll be sand on the beach by the sea. Pages keep turning, I’ll mark off each day with a cross and I’ll laugh about all that...
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“Walk away quietly in any direction and taste the freedom of the mountaineer....”
– John Muir
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“To the open mind, nature and social experience are full of varied and subtle...”
– John Dewey
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“If you can’t sleep, then get up and do something instead of lying there...”
– Dale Carnegie
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I made a decision (that I wish I made freshman...
I don’t give a shit if I have no life. I don’t enjoy being around shallow people anyways. I’m going to spend the last week of break doing all of my work. I’m starting tonight and not stopping until I’m finished. Do I want to? No. Will I anyways? Yes.
I’m going to spend my precious free time making up the shit I was too lazy to do during school. I’m going...
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I don’t know if it’s because it’s Christmas, but I feel a strange sense of well being. It’s something I haven’t felt in a long time. In the last week I’ve had so much time to do whatever I feel. I’ve gone for walks, finished several books, listened to music, and slept to my heart’s content. I feel great right now. I feel productive. I want to...
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“War seems to be a part of the history of humanity. As we look at the situation...”
– The Dalai Lama An Open Heart
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christmas eve eve
Woke up this morning to find that it was bright and sunny outside. After a few chores, I called up Zarinna and we walked to mcdonalds. After sitting for a while we went to the bookstore down the street and I bought 5 beautiful, classic-bound books for $4.75. I love that store.
We walked all the way back to her house first where I thought I was going to rendezvous with my sister, but she was at...
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“Psychologists have concluded that the need to feel love is a primary human...”
– The Five Love Languages
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waiting.
This year, all I’ve been doing is stalling in my room, waiting. The winter solstice has finally passed so the days will finally start to get longer. It makes me wonder, will every year be like this? Will I spend the winters counting down to spring, waiting for the rain to stop, waiting for it to get warmer, waiting to take my licence test, waiting for semester to end, waiting for my grades...
“Nobody told me I had a clitoris. Nobody told me I was capable of having orgasms....”
– Sex Education, or, What Boys Will Want From You « Frothing at the Brain (via sexisnottheenemy) (via kahtiihma)
……you’ve been sexually active since you were twelve?
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The last few days it’s been freezing and raining non stop.
I’ve noticed that the weather has been having a big effect on how I feel throughout the day. It’s been cold and cloudy all week. The strange thing is, I used to love the cold. Cold days were my favourite days. I would wait ten months all year for the few days of rain we got in southern california.
But this year is...
Anonymous asked: I know this is your blog and you have all right to you opinons but I feel as though that post on DADT was ridiculous. No, sexual preferences shouldn't matter, you are there to work. Who cares is exactly right and its not a big deal. Its not that every gay who joins the military wants to declare their sexuality and hook up but if someone happened to find out, if it accidentally slips or if i...
“Yankee Doodle borrows cash,
Yankee Doodle spends it,
And then he snaps his...”
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I actually agree with DADT ok
I’m not even going to lie, or be sensitive to everyone here on tumblr. It’s my blog, my opinions. If you’re going to march straight to my inbox to complain, you’re just going to be ignored.
Personally, I agree with don’t ask don’t tell. I don’t see why you MUST be openly gay to serve in the military. When you’re in active duty, your job has absolutely nothing to do with sexual preference. So...
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My head hurts. Only 9 more classes, 4 more hours and I don’t want to be here. My stomach has been feeling weird all day and I just want to go home and lie down. I don’t want to eat anything. I don’t want to do anything. I just want to sleep.
Two more days. Just tomorrow then we’re done. Done for the year.
My mind is blank. Maybe I should sleep for a while before 4th.
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you know you're a tumblr addict when,
(french class)
Substitute: Mr. Fritz isn’t here today, so periods 3 and 5 will be working in the library.
Gerardo and I: TUMBLR!!!!!!!
(both struggle to get out of their desks fast enough and get stuck)
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what does "happy" even mean?
Today I was talking with Tyler. But for some reason I was later repeating the word “happy” in my head over and over to the point where it lost its meaning and I didn’t even know what I was saying anymore. I thought “wtf does ‘happy’ even mean anyways?”. So, to keep this thought somewhere, I scribbled it down in my moleskine.
Of course, I LOVE overthinking...
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“There are two kinds of women, goddesses and doormats.”
– Pablo Picasso
Reblog if you have the sex appeal of a toaster.
i hate reblog ifs but this just makes so much sense.
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@cypress (in detail this time)
Just got home from Cypress. We’re currently standing at either 3-1 or 2-2. Most likely we’re 2-2. My head hurts since this is my first time debating since July. Believe me, I’m so out of shape right now. I need to make it a new years resolution or something to work more on debate because I’m hella rusty.
Don’t get me wrong though, I missed it so much. Somewhere in...
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“There’s never enough time to do all the nothing you want.”
– Bill Watterson
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journey of a thousand miles.
Today I went to a new therapist. She seems much better than the last one. Of course, my mother was fake to her and explained how “she’s tried so hard and i’m just so helpless that she doesn’t know what to do”. To be expected of course.
Either way I’m not sure if I feel better. I feel pretty much the same. My head hurts actually. She said I need to eat more, my...
Anonymous asked: I hope you feel better soon. You don't deserve to feel the way you do right now. You seem like a really great person and I hope this somehow makes you feel better knowing that people do read and care about the things you have to say and the way you feel. I hope you feel better soon.
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